It began at my first dance when I just came in and my mates were saying hi to me. Later everyone was asking me who I was gonna dance with. Then my mate Patrick says, "Julia." I said to my friend Patrick, "I will never ever ever go with her ever in my life." I just wonder why some people still think that annoying romour is still true. Then Bailey comes up to the boys and says hi to everyone. Then later, she comes up to me asking me to be her friend for some reason and I don't know why. I did ask her to dance once, she said no, but maybe next time. Then around the end, she askes me for my number. Then I had to leave, I wished her a good night and said bye. On the way home, I felt so happy and I assumed she called. Waking up, I just relized that I forgot to ask for her number, I just assumed she would call.
A week just past and I was starting to get nervous. So I tried asking Julia for Bailey's number, and ummmm, that didn't go well. I ended up getting her completely ticked off and I still don't know why. As the weeks past, I was starting to be depressed and felt suicidal, but not suicidal enough to actually kill myself. Talking to all my friends, some of them got sick of it and one of them don't really talk to me as much.
It was December, almost Christmas and I felt hopeless and had a Blue Christmas sort of. One day right after, Bailey called me at 11PM as I was gonna go to bed, I couldn't really talk to her as she lost the remote to her TV and it was set too loud, I asked to call tommorrow and that's what I did. We didn't really have much to talk about and our calls would last around five minutes.
It is now New Year's Eve and now I feel like I have to tell her. But the thing I am scared about, if I tell her, will she like me? Will she at least stay a friend if she doesn't? And what will happen after. Will I be a wreck? I will never know until I tell the truth.
I tried narrowing the story down since this is a forum. This isn't as good as a I usually write though.