I'm really worried that I'm actually starting to lose it guys. If anyone can offer suggestions, please do.
It seems that recently my mind has been going places it probably shouldn't be. Now, in the past I've been called "Too smart for my own good" numerous times (Drives me nuts too), but now I wonder what is up with my head. I get off thinking about the oddest things that I'll do my best to explain to you, hopefully it'll make sense, just one of those things. Here's an example of one of the lesser, more simple ones. I keep thinking about how things are really only based on perception, and, if you can control your perceptions, nothing really matters. Time only seems to take a long time because that's the only perception you know, so if you could control it, then you could make geography class feel like it ended far sooner. People's opinions don't really matter, you could be in your own little world of self-generated perceptions and all would be as you wanted it. Even simple things like pain/pleasure. Things may only hurt because that's all you know how to take the whatever as, so, if you could control your perceptions, a kick to the back could feel like a massage. Basically controlling what you want to think could make you the happiest person alive. There is much much more, but it is so incredibly deep you'd need some sort of human hex editor to be able to even attempt to decipher it. That is but the small beginning of it. And this happens all the time! Whenever I'm bored!
And no, I don't drink or do drugs, so I'm not high or anything. Haven't seen a psychiatrist in ~5 years though. Help?